i never get to go out when i want to.
i have never tasted real love.
i am always working hard.
but never getting good results.
kinda wasted actually.
i am always waiting.
i look like s***.
i feel that im missing out on alot of my youth.
im wasting it away on studies and crap.
soon i'll be an old hag.
wearing mis-matched clothes.
and teeth all dropping out.
okay..that's besides the point.
but still..hai..alot of things i wna say..
but i cant say it here.
i am always pretending.
i wear a different mask out everyday.
here am i.
miss andrea tan zhi ying.
sobbing my heart out to a unfeeling machine(the com) in front of me.
what is the world coming to?.
i hate my life.
truly.
madly.
deeply.
living life without meaning has no meaning.