what am i to do now?my broken shattered heart.you're torturing me.i cant take it.seeing you everyday..being close to you..knowing that you treat me as a friend..its driving me nuts..talking abt the girl you like, flirting with other girls..always drives a sharp pain into y heart until it becomes hard to breathe..im jealous..yes i admit..why the hell did i even fall for you in the first place?..i have asked myself so many darn times but i can never find a logical answer to it..if God planned this to teach me a lesson or smth i'd say..God you have done well..you have succeded to do the thing that no one has ever managed to accomplish..and that it to make me cry from 12am all the way to 3am..i duno what you're planning..and i dont care..cos no matter how much hurt and pain its gonna cause me..im still gonna hold on..i cant give you up..i cant.i wont.im too stuck on you..you may not love me but you cant stop me from loving you..i dont know what i would if you do..but it means that you'll be happy..i'd trade your happiness for my sorrows..but now i feel hollow inside..as if someone cut me open and took out everything inside..something's-someone's-missing now..half of my heart is gone..and the other is not gonna hold on for much longer..
